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荼毘 | Dabi ([personal profile] self_immolate) wrote2020-09-29 07:06 pm

IC INBOX


straight to voicemail

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[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-11 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[...

"no. have a nice day".

Ochako really and truly has to fight with the urge not to reply with that, and takes in a deep and calming breath because, goddamnit, she's trying. Still isn't really sure herself as to why, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯]


one of the ua students
...
toga turned into me a few times
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[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-11 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[SIGH. This was to be expected.]

unfortunately...yes...
but she's getting something, too, you all are.


[Don't think you're special.]

no, of course not, and i'm not stupid enough to think that could change without outside forces being involved.
you're still as much my enemy as everyone else is in the league.
but i'd still like to do something nice for you all, JUST me, because you are all still people...like me. so let's toss aside our titles for the time being.
is there there anything you want or need? that i can actually GET?
Edited (whoops forgot the text format) 2020-12-11 01:03 (UTC)
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Oh right, this is HELLA LOCKED

[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-12 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yes, they do communicate. Not perfectly all the time - each person has their own things to deal with most of the time, among the heroes here - but she’s also been keeping an eye on things...that are left unlocked. A little bit of Intel here and there. It’s in her blood, after all - for as nice as Ochako can be, they are still all her enemies.

People, yes, at their core they all are people...but they are still villains.]


There is no change of heart. I still know what SORT of person, what sort of people, you are. And I’m prepared to face you when the time comes.

[This is a conversation she’s had before. And she’s had to steel her resolve.]

Regardless, I would like to do something kind until that time comes, and try to understand you all a little better without taking Heroes and Villains into account. You can call it whatever you like, or think of me however you like, but that’s all it is.
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[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-13 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Even if I did want something, do you really believe I'd expect you to give it to me so freely?

[Honestly. She's not fucking stupid - Ochako knows a bribe would be considered as much an insult to one of the League as her literally just slapping one of them across the face. Probably more so, actually. But...well, she'd been honest to Shigaraki, and that went relatively well, but at the same time, she...really doesn't want to throw him under the bus here, either.]

You're right. I may work for the populace, but the majority of them I'll never know, or probably see again. But that doesn't stop me from wanting to do nice things for people from time to time - that's just who I am.

But, the truth is, after being here a while I came to realize it's not so bad to simply TALK to some of you. Or listen. And I think I've learned a little bit more by doing so. So maybe this is my way of extending my thanks to you all, I don't know...I'm still trying to understand it myself, actually.

Is that acceptable, Dabi-san?
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[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-14 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[Not at all a bad guess, and certainly the first to get her foot in the door to actually being willing to talk and listen. Twice definitely has a way of bringing people together. For better or for worse, but this...is going well. Ish.

Better than Ochako anticipated, honestly, given the rocky start...but that’s to be expected. He has his bias and she has hers. That won’t change.]


I will in time, don’t worry. But you are still part of the collective, Dabi-san, so I’m extending it to you as well.

Of course! Food, clothes, or anything specific? Or just a general money card?


[Probably the latter, so Dabi can use it on whatever, whenever he wants. Out of the whole league, he was the hardest to think of anything for, and seems the least interested in...literally everything. This is probably the easiest way to go about this.]
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why did i never get a notif for this...

[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-18 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[That's...not what she expected. In the slightest. Please hold a moment while Ochako squints at her phone, as if trying to solve a very difficult puzzle. Does he mean like...a toaster? Or a microwave??

...For fuck's sake, can any of these grown ass men fend for themselves? How the hell have they lived this long?! On cup noodle and take out, probably. HEAVY SIGH.]


I can do half and half, if you want, but.
Dabi-san...
Are you eating well?
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they have been utter garbage lately. :| idk if you got mine from the party log?

[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-20 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[EATING WELL IS IMPORTANT. Says the girl who regularly skips meals to save money, but details.]

Better than what you're probably imagining, Dabi-san, but I'm sorry if my assuming you can't cook is wrong.

...
You're not THAT much older than me, probably!!
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okok, no worries!! just making sure since I can't fuckin trust dw anymore. 8|

[personal profile] floatsaway 2020-12-20 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Ah...there's the absolute shitkicker Ochako expected to see rear his ugly head. Right when she thought, maybe, this conversation was going in the right direction. Sigh.]

You are
Impossible. =3=

Yes, I'll feel good about doing something nice, but not because of any heroics or whatever else you're thinking. I actually could care less.
But whatever, I can't change your mind either way, so I'm not even going to argue.
I'll get you a gift card and make sure it gets to you, Dabi-san. Please be well, and Merry Christmas.